I am confused?

I know it hurts to have somebody push and pull you around and confuse you. Emails mean nothing really. It's what a person does in their actions that count. What has he done in his actions to make you think he cares about you? Relationships, real ones, take a lot of work. A person has to be willing to put the time in. I would say you are a great person who deserves so much better than this.